ABOUT ME
♥a girl who just graduated from secondary school
♥a shopaholic~
♥reject in setting up any of the relationships
♥hate of ppl talking about my gossip
♥HUGE FANS of EXO,SUJU,SHINee,TVXQ,AILEE,FT Island and JJ LIN
♥"music is a part of my soul"

Interests
♫playing piano
♫blogging
♫EAT.ENJOY LIFE.LOVE
♫ *KPOP* =)

Favorite Movies+Dramas
♥Twilight series
♥Harry Potter series
♥Vampire dairies series
♥TTBY

IdOL~♥
♥SHINee> MINHO
♥SUJU> *ALL* =)
♥JYJ> Jae-Joong김재중
♥EXO> *ALL* XD
♥JJ LIN

MY Wishlists~
#SPM straight A
#study at KL [so that i can always go to shopping]
#go to overseas especially SEOUL,KOREA!!!!
#with my Lovely Friends forever together
#can go to EXO and SUJU's concert
#learn KOREAN
#stay forever with my daddy,mommy and brother :)

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Music Playlist at MixPod.com

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i shouldn't.....
i shouldn't.....

haizz...

i shouldn't said u are just a spare tyre.....
that replace Kuan.....
it's very hurt.....

sorry....

and the most serious thing is....
I SHOULDN'T KICKED YOU TO THE OTHER GIRL!!
this feeling like i don't want u anymore.....
but...
actually....
i felt jealous of her....
because she is prettier than me,
better than me,
and people said you 2 like a pair of couple.....

i felt jealous.....
so i...
kicked u to her......

but...
until now....
u don't know any of the truth.....
if now i tell u, will u trust me? [ NO! ]
u wouldn't believe me anymore....
and u dun know to hear anything about me......

i dun know what should i do now......
i felt myself is USELESS!
because i dun know what should i do now.....

tired~

next week is our examination week.....
till now...
i haven't start yet....
i can't concentrate myself.....
i always think think think our problem......
what happened to u?
what things that made u want to break with me?
why i can't together with u anymore?
my heart many question marks...
i wouldn't know these answer forever.....

maybe this is the last year i study in this school.....
next year...
maybe i will transfer to Puchong.....
*just maybe la....
need to see my result 1st.....

i really love u......
what should i do?




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i remember....
every time u hug me....
u will say u will love me forever and never leave me....
u promise me........

but now......

u scolded me...
ask me not to disturb u anymore...
u say u already got girlfriend....

my heart broken.....
and my eyes wet......

i use my prime time to make the 'love'....
but u ask me to throw.......

i don't know why u want to do until this step........

u treat my friend very well........
but now why u treat me as ur enemy??

i don't want all of these rubbish things!!!

i tried to change my attitude......
it works......

but...
u wouldn't come back anymore......

haizz.......
luckily none of my friends know my this new blog....
if not....
when u see this blog,
u will feel very angry and scold me again......






i am very silly....
because i thought this time u break with me,
and u will give me a surprise during Valentine's Day....
now i think it is IMPOSSIBLE already.....







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a day and a day passed.....
just a moment....
already a few of weeks.....

no answer...no conclussion....



O.M.G! brain storm.....



what am i going to do the next step?



very confussing me.....
my heart still can't let go....
i really don't want....
i can't accept this truth...

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14 days more.....
i just have only 2 weeks more to make my 9999 love to u......
because u used 15 days to write 9999 'i love u' to me before......
so i use the same method to do it for u....
actually i accidentally choose the 1st day of Chinese New year to give u....
because Valentine's day is same with the Chinese New Year...
so i want to give u on that day....
i just only hope that.....
we can together again....



although my friends ask me to give up.....
but i don't want.....
they keep breaking my confidence.....

but i wouldn't give up easily......

because.........









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20th Jan 2010...
my hand phone didn't ring anymore...
i felt not so usual....
i felt lonely.....

after 26th Dec 2009 that incident happened,
u promise me not to leave me again.....
i trust u fully.....
but...
it seems like u break the promise already....
but until now...
i still believe u.....
i give myself the last chance....
if my attitude still no change,
then u can break with me....

because of u....
i managed to change my attitude...

but...
u had break with me already......
u didn't give me a single chance.....
why?
why my friends know u want to break with me, but i still being like an idiot that don't know anything?!

i hope u will think carefully....
because last time u had make a wrong mistake.....
this time also....



i remembered u had said a words to me before.....

"if there is a little hope, don't give up.....
because the miracle will happen, if we never give up........"




because of this words,
i didn't want to give up of u.......
you're very important to me.....

now i put in a lot of effort to make our relationship like before....
because i hope your heart will become softer......
although u keep making me very hurt,
but....
i still never give up.....














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