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![]() ABOUT ME ♥a girl who just graduated from secondary school ♥a shopaholic~ ♥reject in setting up any of the relationships ♥hate of ppl talking about my gossip ♥HUGE FANS of EXO,SUJU,SHINee,TVXQ,AILEE,FT Island and JJ LIN ♥"music is a part of my soul" Interests ♫playing piano ♫blogging ♫EAT.ENJOY LIFE.LOVE ♫ *KPOP* =) Favorite Movies+Dramas ♥Twilight series ♥Harry Potter series ♥Vampire dairies series ♥TTBY IdOL~♥ ♥SHINee> MINHO ♥SUJU> *ALL* =) ♥JYJ> Jae-Joong김재중 ♥EXO> *ALL* XD ♥JJ LIN MY Wishlists~ #SPM straight A #study at KL [so that i can always go to shopping] #go to overseas especially SEOUL,KOREA!!!! #with my Lovely Friends forever together #can go to EXO and SUJU's concert #learn KOREAN #stay forever with my daddy,mommy and brother :) Cuteki widget |
![]() Carol Kalyn |
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![]() 11.04.1995
Talking about 11/04, i start to reflash the moment when we were in primary. That time u knew i like u,but some "tragedy" falls on me.U ignore me,boi code me,until i lived in suffer life everyday.until 2 years then only u talked to me.To me that 2 years is suffer because I can't even talk to u,That's the BIG Problem for me.Since u knew i like u,u ignore everything about me.Tears keep dropping,blood keep bleeding...so much of suffer that I can't describe at all.now I'm afraid the same thing happen to me again.I'm afraid we can't be friends anymore.People keep asking me: why u still want to like him? u know that he loves somebody." Actually it's hurt for hearing that,i know he might love somebody,but i can't control.I just keep waiting and waiting....Already almost 8 years I keep waiting.I can't deny this, coz u are everything to me.U are a person which a can completely share my problems with...Every time when I'm sad,i will think of u firstly...people keep saying i wouldn't have chance to have a relationship with you.Yup,maybe this is the true.But I'm still stubborn,hard-headed.A few days ago, when we were having add math tuition,because a guy saying we both's gossip,u suddenly change your place and sit another row.I was shocked,and I was very upset and angry why must u change your place....then I changed my place also.the whole tuition lesson i was not paying attention.Some questions keep occur in my head.Lastly,I'd decided not to talk to you anymore.on the second day in school, when in the chemistry lab,i tried not to talk to u.I also trying not to having contact with you.because i don't want you to be unhappy because of our gossip...I don't want our image to be destroyed and to be influence because of our gossip.Come On!!you are the head prefect!I don't want u to said by people.I felt very sorry to escape you those few days,but I don't have choice.I'm sorry, 1104.....These few days,i keep hardworking to compose "學不會",because i know u like JJ's songs very much.I really want to teach you "學不會" and "She Said".but i really don't have much free time,I need to practise my Piano pieces also,I apologize for always breaking promises to u.Always saying I want to teach you piano,but lastly i didn't teach.....I try my best to practise JJ's songs and teach you.Anything of Impossible can change it to Possible,If the thing is related to u... No matter u dun like or what,I will waiting for u and i won't fall in love to anyone."NOTHING GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU" back to top? |